honestly i dont even know why im so sad anymore like my life could be better but i really have no reason to be this sad all of the time there are so many people in worse situations than i am i just feel like i cant be happy 

im so tired of caring about people a million times more than they care about me and i know its selfish for me to say but why should i have to listen to everyone elses shit when i have so much going on and absolutely no one cares about me